My worst fear is losing the love I have for Nick. We’ve been together for a short time but we’ve known each other for three years. He’s about to go into the navy and my plan is to stay with him. What if one day when we grow up we realize that our different lives have made us different people and we can never feel like we do about each other when we’re kids? That is my worst fear.

I know that if I’d never fallen under the pressure of what everyone thought I was supposed to be I would’ve been amazing

I’m so stupid for thinking that after I pushed him away he would still come back.